Showing posts with label Bronx. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Bronx. Show all posts

Sunday, February 23, 2025

The Bronx to Battery Park, NYC

 1.

Fordham wakes slowly.
Birdsong over bodegas—
shoes lace with purpose.

2.
Bronx River hums low,
a whisper beneath the road—
first prayer of the day.

3.
Past Yankee Stadium,
ghosts cheer from empty bleachers—
history walks too.

4.
Under the Cross Bronx,
graffiti tags speak in code—
old names, never gone.

5.
Mott Haven’s still warm,
cafecito on the stoop—
even stone greets you.

6.
Crossing the Harlem,
I pause on the bridge’s spine—
city breathes below.

7.
Harlem blocks alive,
church bells and open windows—
soul in every step.

8.
Malcolm’s mural stares
from a deli wall—watching,
guarding, still unbowed.

9.
Adam Clayton flows,
laughter rides the sidewalk cracks—
a drumline of feet.

10.
Columbia’s gates,
ivy climbs ambition’s face—
I keep walking past.

11.
Midtown glass rises,
cold and clean, but full of sky—
my face in the shine.

12.
Radio City,
tourists spinning, eyes too wide—
I nod through the blur.

13.
Times Square yells at me—
I duck down a side alley
to remember peace.

14.
Koreatown lunch—
kimchi and quiet blessings—
hot broth for the miles.

15.
Flatiron leans sharp,
like it's slicing through the breeze—
even buildings move.

16.
Union Square speaks loud,
protest signs and pigeons swirl—
freedom’s always near.

17.
Washington Square Park,
a saxophone breaks the hush—
love in every note.

18.
SoHo’s concrete art,
every window a mirror—
I see all my selves.

19.
Chinatown smells sweet—
ginger, sweat, and roasted duck—
I slow just to breathe.

20.
Little Italy
sips espresso on the curb—
old songs, young sneakers.

21.
Canal’s rush of wheels—
vendors call from both sidewalks,
hands holding more life.

22.
City Hall glances,
white stone bright in the warm light—
rules can’t stop the walk.

23.
Wall Street looms in steel,
numbers crawling up towers—
I pass without pause.

24.
Lady Liberty
peeks between the glass and waves—
almost home again.

25.
Battery Park still—
the sea touches concrete edge.
I sit. I exhale.

Thursday, February 20, 2025

Harlem

 1.

Drums in the distance—
Marcus Garvey Park at dusk,
heartbeats in the trees.

2.
Brownstones wear the past
like fine Sunday morning hats—
stories on each step.

3.
Children jump double-dutch,
braids swinging, voices in flight—
joy with no ceiling.

4.
Smoke curls from the stoop—
someone’s ribs are gospel now,
sauce thick with hello.

5.
A jazz note escapes
from a basement on Lenox—
then back underground.

6.
Books sold on the street,
Langston’s words in every spine—
still speaking, still loud.

7.
Graffiti like prayers
scribbled on old brick walls—
paint never forgets.

8.
Apollo lights shine—
echoes of heels, silk, and sweat
linger in the red.

9.
Church bells crack the noon,
suits flood out into the sun—
Amen in their walk.

10.
The bus never waits,
but grandmothers hold their ground—
dignity in stride.

11.
A barber leans back,
spins tales between fades and lines—
the shop hums with truth.

12.
Harlem nights breathe deep,
windows wide with music spills—
air thick with soul food.

13.
A street vendor yells—
incense, oils, books, and wisdom
bundled in his hands.

14.
Sidewalk chess players
argue in seven languages—
every checkmate proud.

15.
A mural of love—
faces that shaped the planet
watch over the block.

16.
Uptown skyline glows
less with glass, more with spirit—
Harlem burns softer.

17.
Schoolkids shout and run—
they wear the future boldly
on hand-me-down shoes.

18.
The corner preacher
rises with cracked amplifier—
his faith louder still.

19.
Tenements hum slow,
radiators knock like drums—
rhythm in the pipes.

20.
The B train arrives,
late but full of conversation—
strangers nod, then talk.

21.
Auntie braids hair tight
on the porch, telling old jokes—
the sky listens in.

22.
Harlem is not gone.
It's changing, yes—but still here,
still singing, still Black.

23.
A poet in Boots
reads on Malcolm X Boulevard—
the sidewalk applauds.

24.
From a window high,
a saxophone cuts the night—
moonlight leans to hear.

25.
In Harlem’s deep breath,
grief and joy share the same space—
both are spoken here.

Sunday, February 16, 2025

Reflection in NYC

 1.

Storefront glass at night—
I catch myself in passing,
unsure who I am.

2.
The fountain goes still.
Skyscrapers bow in water—
even steel softens.

3.
Subway window blurs,
my face mixed with tunnel walls—
ghosts riding with me.

4.
Crosswalk countdown blinks—
I ask myself one more time
if I’m still aligned.

5.
In Central Park fog,
the trees know my quiet mood—
we sway without wind.

6.
Museum hush holds me,
a portrait looks back too long—
we share recognition.

7.
Brooklyn Bridge at dusk,
I look down to see the tide—
and also my past.

8.
Rain on windowsill,
I trace one drop with my eye—
it follows my thoughts.

9.
Alone in the crowd,
I hear what I never say—
my own voice, waiting.

10.
The skyline reflects
off puddles that I step through—
broken still holds light.

11.
On the fire escape,
I light a candle and think—
of all I’ve survived.

12.
You ask how I am.
The city answers for me—
it depends on where.

13.
Bus ride through Harlem,
my hands on my knees, thinking—
am I who I meant?

14.
Inside the cathedral,
stained glass flickers on my face—
I leave with more peace.

15.
The 7 train hums,
my eyes catch the Queens skyline—
old dreams reappear.

16.
Rooftop on the LES,
I watch myself let things go—
each one in the wind.

17.
Library corners,
books whisper my old questions—
some I now answer.

18.
Waiting for a cab,
I study my reflection
in a taxi door.

19.
Staring at the soup,
my hands stop stirring the spoon—
grief brews underneath.

20.
You passed me today.
I looked back and didn’t flinch—
healing looks like this.

21.
Late train, tired eyes,
I write poems in my head—
they sound like my truth.

22.
Graffiti on walls,
asks what I’m doing with time—
I take the long way.

23.
From the Cloisters’ hill,
I see all five boroughs—
and my five versions.

24.
The mirror cracked once.
I kept it, learned to love it—
I see more now, not less.

25.
A pigeon stares back
as I sit near Prospect Park—
stillness meets stillness.

Thursday, February 13, 2025

Friendship in NYC

 1.

Two cups, one cafĂ©—
we share both the silence and
what it doesn’t say.

2.
Walking the High Line,
you point out clouds I had missed—
friendship teaches sky.

3.
Subway packed with noise,
we laugh at something stupid—
the car softens some.

4.
Brooklyn stoop at dusk,
our legs brush without meaning—
still, I feel held close.

5.
You text me “You up?”
And I say yes, though I’m not—
your voice wakes my day.

6.
We split one pizza
and five hours of stories—
Brooklyn Bridge behind.

7.
In the museum,
you tell me which one you’d steal—
we laugh like rebels.

8.
Queens street, late at night,
we dodge puddles and bad dates—
your shoulder is safe.

9.
A borrowed sweater
still smells like your apartment—
even warmth travels.

10.
Waiting at the bar,
you touch my back like a breath—
no one ever leaves.

11.
In snow-covered boots,
we race toward the closing train—
both make it, laughing.

12.
You lend me your scarf.
It’s not cold, but you still do—
love without a reason.

13.
Elevator breaks,
so we climb twelve floors talking—
didn’t notice time.

14.
Ferry ride at dusk,
you point out stars in the smog—
and somehow I see.

15.
Park bench in the rain,
we don’t say a single word—
but I leave lighter.

16.
You call me “my love,”
not for romance—but for truth—
it fits in my ribs.

17.
We swap headphones back,
songs still echo in my bones—
your taste changed my days.

18.
Ramen in the cold,
we share steam and heartache too—
both slurp, both survive.

19.
The city blurs loud,
but you pull me into still—
friendship cuts through noise.

20.
Your couch on bad days—
I’ve cried there, laughed there, healed there.
You never once moved.

21.
We don’t text for weeks,
then pick up like no time passed—
real time, not clock time.

22.
You lend me your words
when I can’t find any mine—
still the best language.

23.
In thrift shop mirrors,
you hold my coat, nodding slow—
I see myself too.

24.
You wave from the street.
I run down six flights smiling—
friendship is a dash.

25.
Even apart now,
I feel your laughter daily—
city holds echoes.

Sunday, February 9, 2025

Suicide in NYC

 1.

A train rushes past—
no one sees the thoughts I hold
tighter than the rail.

2.
Four a.m. skyline.
So much light, so much silence—
I feel none of it.

3.
Alone on the bridge,
my name echoes with the wind—
nothing calls it back.

4.
The crowd does not stop.
But one man looked at my face—
then the light turned green.

5.
Even the pigeons
seem to know I don’t belong—
still, they don’t leave me.

6.
A closed rooftop door—
I sit with the thought awhile,
then take the stairs down.

7.
Rain on my shoulders,
I walk as if I matter—
it almost feels true.

8.
Subway ads promise
therapy I can’t afford—
I just close my eyes.

9.
A note in my phone.
No one has read it but me—
and that might be fine.

10.
In Times Square’s bright noise,
no one hears the quiet cry
beneath all the light.

11.
My voicemail is full.
But none of the names I want
have left their voices.

12.
The East River shines.
I wonder what it would hold—
if I handed it me.

13.
A stranger said “hey.”
I almost cried at the word—
how soft it arrived.

14.
She sat beside me
on the bench without a word—
it saved everything.

15.
Even this city
doesn’t see everyone here—
but I still exist.

16.
Sirens in the dark—
a sound I once feared, now miss
for how it arrived.

17.
The building is tall.
But I don’t look down today—
clouds feel closer now.

18.
I delete the draft—
my goodbye meant for no one—
and choose breakfast instead.

19.
The mirror blinks back—
not beautiful, but still here—
and that’s enough now.

20.
I text “Are you home?”
You say yes, without knowing
you just pulled me back.

21.
Buskers on the train—
their voice shakes the sorrow loose
I didn’t confess.

22.
I sleep on the floor.
The bed feels too permanent—
still, I wake again.

23.
Someone asks, “You good?”
and waits for the actual truth—
I say, “Not today.”

24.
One sunflower grows
through the concrete by the curb—
some things bloom anyway.

25.
Tomorrow exists.
I don't believe it fully—
but I still wait there.

(If you or someone you know is struggling, you're not alone. In the U.S., you can reach the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline anytime by calling or texting 988.)

Tuesday, February 4, 2025

Grief in NYC

 1.

Crowds blur into wind—
I hold your name like a flame
no one else can see.

2.
The train moves forward.
My seat stays cold without you—
windows reflect ghosts.

3.
Your coat still hangs here.
It sways when the window breathes—
a memory’s dance.

4.
Coffee on the stoop,
you once stirred it just so—now
silence takes the spoon.

5.
The skyline still burns
in gold, despite everything—
you’re not here to see.

6.
Rain falls in the Park.
Each droplet wears your absence—
trees nod, knowing grief.

7.
A voicemail I keep
just to hear your voice again—
static, then goodbye.

8.
You loved the street noise—
now I stand on Houston, still,
and miss the chaos.

9.
Your chair stays tucked in.
No one dares to move it now—
grief guards small thrones.

10.
City never stops.
But in my chest, a corner
never starts again.

11.
At the Brooklyn Bridge,
I whisper your name once more—
the wind takes it fast.

12.
Taxi lights flash past.
One could be you, arriving—
none of them ever are.

13.
The bodega cat
rubs against my ankle still—
you always stopped there.

14.
L train howls through dark.
That sound always made you laugh—
now it makes me cry.

15.
At Lincoln Center,
the violins rise without you—
notes bend with my ache.

16.
Someone says your name
and I freeze, afraid to breathe—
they meant someone else.

17.
I pass your old block—
the windows unchanged, waiting—
I walk faster now.

18.
Your scarf on the hook,
still smelling like February—
I bury my face.

19.
The Hudson won’t stop—
it carries time past my feet
as if I’m still whole.

20.
Grief in New York walks
between horn blasts and soft lights—
no crosswalk for it.

21.
We once danced in snow.
Now I stand in falling light,
your rhythm missing.

22.
Your picture on ice—
melting on the corner wall—
you’ve become weather.

23.
He sings in the train.
You would have smiled. I do too—
and then the tears fall.

24.
The crowd in Times Square
cheers while I hold back a sob—
grief doesn’t time out.

25.
I leave a candle
on the bench you loved the most—
the city dims too.

Sunday, February 2, 2025

Empathy in NYC

 1.

Your eyes fill with tears—
I don’t ask you to explain.
I just hand my hand.

2.
We ride the same train.
Your silence and mine hold hands
between each station.

3.
The woman stumbles.
A stranger steadies her bag—
then vanishes, kind.

4.
I see your small flinch
when someone says something sharp—
I nod. You are seen.

5.
He yells at the wind.
People pass, I stay and smile—
sometimes storms need names.

6.
I do not know pain
exactly like yours. Still, I
sit with it, softly.

7.
Your grief scares others.
But I bring soup anyway,
with bread and no words.

8.
The child drops her toy.
I pick it up like it’s mine—
some losses are small.

9.
Nurse wipes the man's chin—
not because it's in her job,
but because it's right.

10.
Your eyes won’t meet mine.
So I let mine rest nearby,
until they feel safe.

11.
We both lost someone.
Our names for them are different—
our ache is the same.

12.
The rain soaks us both.
You laugh, and I start to laugh—
we share the wet joy.

13.
Old man in the park,
feeding birds with quiet hands—
I thank him aloud.

14.
You stutter and pause.
I wait, not to help you speak—
but to help you breathe.

15.
The mother on edge—
I distract her child with songs,
just long enough.

16.
He falls asleep fast
on the shoulder I offered—
I do not wake him.

17.
Your story is sharp.
Still, I hold it like a gift—
wrapped in softest care.

18.
You said, “I’m tired.”
Not a complaint, but a prayer.
I whispered, “Me too.”

19.
In the ER’s rush,
the intern sits beside pain—
he learns without words.

20.
You speak through your art.
I stand and do not explain—
just nod and listen.

21.
The pigeon limps past.
Someone leaves crumbs in their wake—
a meal, not pity.

22.
She does not look up,
but I place the sandwich down—
dignity is light.

23.
His hands shake with rage.
I do not match it with fear—
just space to soften.

24.
You said, “No one sees.”
I whispered, “I do.” You cried.
That was the first step.

25.
Empathy begins
not in knowing—but in pause,
and the will to stay.

Tuesday, January 28, 2025

Unhoused in NYC

 1.

Steam vents warm the night—
cardboard kingdoms on Broadway,
still, a man dreams home.

2.
Rain leaks through the grate,
a sleeping bag pulls tighter—
the sky does not care.

3.
Midnight on the 6,
two bags, one broken sandal—
this train never ends.

4.
Plastic bottle hums,
coins inside like loose prayers—
hope makes its own sound.

5.
Park bench, early light.
A cop walks by without words—
we both know the script.

6.
No room at the inn,
just intake forms and cold chairs—
names get lost in line.

7.
Trash bags as blankets,
he folds his coat like a child—
still tucks himself in.

8.
Library is full.
Not books, but quiet bodies
who just need silence.

9.
A sign reads: Need Help.
Most walk past like it’s a tree—
there, but not alive.

10.
Shoes tied with wire string,
still walking, still not broken—
concrete forgives none.

11.
In Tompkins at dusk,
a woman hums to herself—
the pigeons stay close.

12.
Steam curls from a cup
given by a stranger's hand—
kindness is heat too.

13.
Old Veterans Day—
a man salutes no one now,
flag stitched on his coat.

14.
Shower once a week,
in a church with yellow tiles—
some water still heals.

15.
Outside Bloomingdale’s,
he watches suits pass him by—
he once sold them too.

16.
Snow on cardboard roofs,
it melts slower than pity—
but it still melts down.

17.
Phone booths hold stories
long after the lines went dead—
one man sleeps inside.

18.
A dog in his lap,
ribs showing through both their shirts—
they keep each other.

19.
Soup lines stretch at six.
He knows each server by name—
some names bring comfort.

20.
City lights don’t warm.
But they give the dark a shape—
and he walks through it.

21.
A shopping cart hums
with everything she still owns—
the wheels still squeak hope.

22.
Shelter won’t take him—
too many rules, too much noise—
freedom has a cost.

23.
He talks to the air.
But who else listens this long?
The air talks back, too.

24.
We cross the same street.
One of us has keys, the other
knows more than he says.

25.
The city forgets.
But not the man on the grate—
he remembers all.

Sunday, January 26, 2025

Billionaire's Row in NYC

 1.

Towers split the clouds—
no one waves from the windows.
Still, we all look up.

2.
A doorman stands still.
He opens a gold-edged world
he’ll never step in.

3.
Sixty stories high,
a dining table waits clean—
years without a meal.

4.
Central Park below,
green framed like a painting hung
for someone not there.

5.
Lights flicker at dusk—
no laughter, no shadows move.
Just proof that it’s owned.

6.
Elevators sigh,
their silver doors never open
for those on the street.

7.
Rain glosses the glass.
It falls on me and the stone—
the towers don’t feel.

8.
Air is different here—
thin, polished, and expensive.
I still breathe it in.

9.
A pigeon perches
on the edge of their kingdom—
wiser than they know.

10.
Lobbies without noise,
staff in gloves, rugs without dust—
still emptier lives.

11.
Clouds touch their rooftops,
but can’t warm the penthouses.
Even sun feels far.

12.
A child asks, “Who lives
up there?” Her father just shrugs—
“No one, most the time.”

13.
Reflections shimmer
in windows that hold no life—
a skyline asleep.

14.
Outside Nordstrom’s door,
a man strums blues on the curb—
towers hum nothing.

15.
Security nods,
eyeing those who don’t belong—
even our gaze must pay.

16.
Glass walls hold the moon
perfectly, as if it’s theirs—
it still shines for us.

17.
A crane swings its load
like a pendulum of wealth—
time loops for the rich.

18.
No curtains drawn here.
Privacy is what you buy
when no one’s watching.

19.
Delivery men
vanish into chrome silence—
they leave, unheard still.

20.
So high above pain,
they forget the street has cracks—
we trip on truth here.

21.
The night stretches long.
Penthouse lights never flicker—
what could keep them warm?

22.
He points to the top.
Says “One day.” I ask him why—
he just keeps walking.

23.
A doorman exhales—
he’s watched decades disappear
behind those locked walls.

24.
From Central Park West,
the buildings look like teeth—sharp,
guarding silent mouths.

25.
They built these to last—
but stone forgets who owned it.
So does the city.

Thursday, January 23, 2025

Columbia University in NYC

 1.

Low Library stands—
a crown of marble and light
on minds in motion.

2.
Autumn on the quad,
leaves gather near worn textbooks—
Plato meets pigeons.

3.
Steps filled with debates,
coffee cups and quiet dreams—
every stone listens.

4.
Hamilton’s old walls
echo with tomorrow’s thoughts—
past still lectures us.

5.
The Alma Mater
holds her scepter to the sky—
we bow to the climb.

6.
Late-night Butler hums,
highlighters bleed like battle—
knowledge has its cost.

7.
Snow coats College Walk,
and silence briefly settles—
even minds rest here.

8.
Barnard’s voice joins in—
sisterhood across the street
carves its own bright path.

9.
Students pass in bursts,
languages blend in the breeze—
a city of thought.

10.
The library clock
ticks through one more rough deadline—
pages grow heavy.

11.
Midterms in Pupin—
equations like constellations
burn across the board.

12.
Carman’s hallway noise,
late ramen and louder hopes—
freshmen map the stars.

13.
The campus squirrels
are bold like the students here—
no fear in their eyes.

14.
A campus protest—
words held high against the wind,
the old gates rattle.

15.
Morning jogs past Dodge,
a blur of breath and focus—
even rest works hard.

16.
The skyline beckons,
but we bury our heads deep—
truth lives in footnotes.

17.
Spring blooms overnight,
students sprawled on Low’s great steps—
sunlight grades no one.

18.
The 1 train arrives—
backpacks sway with subway sway,
books and sleep collide.

19.
Lerner’s glass refracts
ambition, nerves, and laughter—
a prism of minds.

20.
Office hours linger,
professors scribble answers
into hungry air.

21.
We rise, we collapse,
we rewrite what we once knew—
the Core reshapes us.

22.
From Alma to Gates,
our shadows stretch toward the world—
yet always return.

23.
The lawn after dusk—
a candlelight vigil glows—
we hold space for pain.

24.
One last final done.
We stumble out into spring—
New York is still here.

25.
Caps tossed in the wind,
cheers rise through Butler’s silence—
a dream walks forward.

Tuesday, January 21, 2025

Healing in NYC

 1.

Morning breaks in gold—
the city doesn’t know me,
yet it still begins.

2.
Steam rises from cracks,
just like breath after crying—
even streets exhale.

3.
One foot, then the next.
Sidewalks don’t care where I’ve been—
they carry me still.

4.
The park bench is warm.
Someone left their calm behind—
I sit, and it fits.

5.
A bird lands near me,
not afraid of how I shake—
its wings speak of trust.

6.
In line at the deli,
I smile without a reason—
someone smiles back, slow.

7.
Sunset through fire escapes—
light touches places I thought
nothing could reach now.

8.
Jazz spills from a stoop,
and for a full block I hum—
joy leaks back softly.

9.
Skate wheels in the park,
kids fall and get up laughing—
I take that lesson.

10.
The wind hugs gently,
no longer loud in my head—
just wind, doing wind.

11.
The bridge holds my weight,
stone by stone, like a promise—
I trust it. I cross.

12.
The mirror stays kind.
Not perfect, but patient now—
my gaze does not flinch.

13.
Midtown stares ahead.
I walk through without shrinking—
even shadows part.

14.
Ice cream at midnight,
on the curb near Tompkins Square—
it melts. I don’t.

15.
Books return to shelves,
each spine a steady whisper—
you’re still learning you.

16.
I write my own name—
slowly, like a soft refrain—
and it feels like mine.

17.
At the laundromat,
I fold shirts with care again—
rituals return.

18.
The barista knows
how I like my cup again—
this, too, is healing.

19.
A pigeon limps past—
it flies anyway, sideways—
so will I, one day.

20.
Soft rain on my coat,
not punishment or sorrow—
just weather, just sky.

21.
I no longer flinch
when the sirens slice the dark—
my breath stays steady.

22.
Old text, never sent—
I delete it, not with pain
but quiet relief.

23.
A tree in the Bronx
blooms from cracked cement—still proud.
Still green. Still rising.

24.
Hands no longer hide.
I wave at a friend downtown—
they see me. I stay.

25.
The city still moves.
And now, so do I—slower,
but in the right way.

Sunday, January 19, 2025

Recovery in NYC

 1.

I wake with still breath.
The city hums outside me—
we both survived night.

2.
First cup of coffee,
hands still shake but less today—
this is how it starts.

3.
Sunlight on my face,
just for a second, I smile—
it’s real, and it stays.

4.
I walk to no place,
feet remembering the path—
healing wears no map.

5.
Books in the window,
I stop, read a single line—
it holds me steady.

6.
Pigeons scatter wide,
startled by my sudden laugh—
I didn’t fake it.

7.
Raindrops hit the glass,
but I do not brace this time—
let the sky release.

8.
Subway ride alone.
No fear in the tunnel dark—
just steel and forward.

9.
I write on napkins,
poems with my old rhythm—
my voice remembers.

10.
Therapist nods once.
A silence blooms in the room—
I don’t run from it.

11.
The mirror blinks back,
not perfect, but more complete—
I see someone whole.

12.
Streetlights flicker on,
but I don’t take that as threat—
just light being light.

13.
Old haunts feel softer.
Nothing pulls or pushes me—
I can just be here.

14.
My name in a text,
not a ghost or a warning—
just a friend, checking.

15.
Park bench. A deep breath.
I count the birds overhead—
none of them judge me.

16.
Fulton Street wind shifts—
no voices, no hidden codes—
just a crisp jacket.

17.
I eat, not to fill,
but because I want the taste—
spice lands like a win.

18.
Music in my ears,
I don’t skip the sad love songs—
some things just sound good.

19.
My room stays messy.
But I opened all the blinds—
light sprawls over flaws.

20.
Socks dry on the sill,
laundry hums a slow rhythm—
order in the spin.

21.
I call my mother.
She breathes in my quiet voice—
says, “I’m proud of you.”

22.
In the East River,
I watch the tide take old pain—
then bring back nothing.

23.
A cab honks, I laugh.
Not at them—but just because—
my chest feels roomy.

24.
I sleep without weight.
Dreams don’t drag me under now—
they just drift, like fog.

25.
The skyline glows still.
And I do not chase or flee—
I stand. I inhale.

Thursday, January 16, 2025

Psychosis in NYC

 1.

Sirens speak in code.
Pavement pulses like a heart—
the street knows my name.

2.
Billboards blink too loud,
every ad looks straight at me—
they know that I know.

3.
Voices in the steam,
subway grates chant secrets out—
I walk between worlds.

4.
Skyscrapers lean close,
whisper truths through glass and steel—
I am the center.

5.
The pigeons all stare,
still as statues on the rail—
judges in gray suits.

6.
Brooklyn Bridge shivers,
its cables hum like my thoughts—
I can feel it breathe.

7.
A stranger just smiled.
Or was that a warning flash?
My shadow agrees.

8.
Crosswalk signals lie.
Red says go and green says stop—
the rules change each block.

9.
Neon veins flicker
in puddles that speak in tongues—
I walk through the code.

10.
My mirror won't blink.
It holds a version of me—
or something wearing me.

11.
The deli clerk nods—
or does he? The lights just dimmed.
Don’t look at the meat.

12.
My phone glows again.
It hasn’t rung—but it hums.
They listen through light.

13.
Garbage talks softly,
whispers from plastic and bone—
nothing is wasted.

14.
Numbers in the street—
license plates align too well.
Pattern becomes truth.

15.
Rain taps Morse on glass.
The cab driver doesn’t speak—
he doesn’t need to.

16.
My name in graffiti—
five walls across five boroughs.
It must mean something.

17.
A payphone rings once.
I answer without a voice.
No one hangs up now.

18.
Trees in Central Park
watch me with electric eyes—
branches buzz with thoughts.

19.
The skyline folds in,
glass bending into my chest—
I inhale metal.

20.
Window shadows move.
No one lives in that building.
I wave anyway.

21.
Alone in Times Square,
I feel the crowd inside me—
each screen a mirror.

22.
Elevator groans—
it rises without button.
I ride where it wants.

23.
My footsteps double.
Someone else is wearing me—
we walk out of sync.

24.
Streetlight speaks in clicks,
its Morse code drips through my ears—
I decode the dark.

25.
City disappears.
Only I remain, pulsing—
built of static light.

Wednesday, January 15, 2025

Elation in NYC

 1.

Sunrise on the L,
a stranger smiles, and I glow—
morning sings in gold.

2.
Broadway lights ignite,
my heart beats in bright marquee—
tonight, I belong.

3.
We dance in the rain,
no umbrellas, just freedom—
puddles clap with us.

4.
On a rooftop bar,
the skyline blushes with us—
the toast is to now.

5.
Music in the park,
my body moves before thought—
joy has no reason.

6.
Met steps, warm pretzel,
your hand finding mine again—
the whole city nods.

7.
First snow, no warning,
we laugh, mouths open like kids—
winter tastes like yes.

8.
SoHo windows shine,
I see myself grinning back—
even glass believes.

9.
Skates on Bryant Park,
we fall, laughing at the stars—
ice can’t freeze this grin.

10.
Fire escape sunset,
the city wrapped in orange—
my feet leave the ground.

11.
Late train, jazz guitar,
a couple slow dances near—
the platform claps once.

12.
New job, crisp white shirt,
reflections wink in the glass—
yes, this suit is mine.

13.
Pizza slice in hand,
walk home at 2 AM light—
I could marry life.

14.
Friends fill the rooftop,
laughter like fireworks burst—
the skyline listens.

15.
From the top of Rock,
my voice echoes over all—
I am not small now.

16.
Feet off the pavement,
a jump for no reason—yes.
Just yes, without end.

17.
Coffee shop window,
sunbeams slice the steamed-up glass—
today’s page begins.

18.
The ferry takes off,
wind whips the hat from my head—
I chase it laughing.

19.
A baby giggles
on a stroller near the Met—
we all smile back hard.

20.
Street fair in full swing,
I bite a cloud of fried dough—
powder sugar breath.

21.
My team finally won,
horns, shouts, high fives from strangers—
the city’s one voice.

22.
New ink on my arm,
the artist grins, and so do I—
joy beneath the skin.

23.
Fireworks explode
above the East River’s joy—
my heart bursts with them.

24.
Free concert in June,
voices raised with strangers' hands—
this, this is enough.

25.
In the mirror’s edge,
I smile without a reason—
the world answers back.

Sunday, January 12, 2025

Heartbreak in NYC

 1.

The subway still runs,
but your voice is in the gaps—
doors close with a sigh.

2.
Our coffee shop hums,
your chair holds only echoes—
I sip what's not there.

3.
Fifth Avenue lights
can't outshine the empty seat—
I still walk beside you.

4.
At the Met alone,
brushstrokes blur behind my eyes—
art aches now, not heals.

5.
Rain taps on the glass,
your key still hangs by the door—
some storms never leave.

6.
We kissed by the arch—
now I walk through it alone,
each step a farewell.

7.
You left in summer,
yet snow fell inside my chest—
I shiver through June.

8.
Your old sweater sits
where your warmth used to begin—
wool without the soul.

9.
Taxi rides are cold,
though the heater’s turned full up—
no one says my name.

10.
In Chinatown dusk,
I eat for two by habit—
no hands across mine.

11.
On the Brooklyn Bridge,
our lock still clings to the fence—
but keys don’t return.

12.
Your last message sits
between two unread emails—
time forgets to heal.

13.
Bodega flowers
once meant “I’m sorry” or love—
now they rot unseen.

14.
Two mugs in the sink.
I wash both out of habit—
one heart still in rinse.

15.
The skyline still glows,
but your name dims every view—
stars blink like regret.

16.
Autumn in the Heights,
leaves fall without ceremony—
you took the seasons.

17.
In Grand Central’s crush,
I search each face for your eyes—
none turn back to mine.

18.
Your laugh filled this room—
now silence writes on the walls
in a broken script.

19.
No more toothbrush kiss,
just the hum of radiator—
your warmth turned to steam.

20.
We fought on this bench.
Now it holds only pigeons—
peace, but not my own.

21.
You took your records,
but left the sad ones behind—
they spin like my thoughts.

22.
Rain walks me to work.
You used to, in softer shoes—
the puddles don't care.

23.
Streetlight through the blinds
reminds me of your shoulder—
still glowing, still gone.

24.
St. Marks, late at night,
I read old texts in the cold—
your silence replies.

25.
Even in this grief,
the city does not slow down—
somehow, neither do I.

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